minisacci

i've always seemed so happy when everyone sees me..but i just found it's not the truth when i really trying to see things and considering things deeply...i know what's behide me and what's waiting for me...i even feel like seeing the me in the future some times...i do jealouse lots of ppl. who could live a simple life with being love by their family...but me..not i'm saying i don't have anybody who can help me,it's just i'm too afraid of asking ppl. for help...i don't wanna be the burden of others...but on the other side..i don't wanna live like this without any directions in such a big world..i always thought i have found another real goal..

i bought a mini sewing machine few days ago. in order to make more things i wanna,but small~yay~ i think this little thing will bring me so much fun, coz i really like to do thing handmade,and always get excited after i finished one. awwww,such a long way to go. i need to working hard, and try my best,if i can,design some little things,some kinda style i like makes my dreams come true with the sewing machine. and my next goal is a good painting board, i love drawing,really but such busy life really makes me keep far away from my drawing for a long time.lol animations keep me crazy~XD listening taylor's music always reminds me a lo

it's been so long when i login my deviantart,i miss here so much,lol i've been some place these days,and took some pix. sooo happy with my camera~~ coz it brings me sooo much fun~~:3 i feel like is more fantastic and colorful~:3 beautiful life,beautiful scenery everything is fine~XD